I'm really sorry again for the extended period of absence, it seems that our family's computer decided to go on strike for a while so I'm stuck walking down to the libary and using the computers here. Its not so bad; its actually good for me to be reading again! XD

Anyway, my birthday is right around the corner, in 12 days in fact. *Mother's Day* And I'm finally going to be eighteen. Its strange, to think that I will no longer be considered a child in the eyes of the law. Then I think back to when I was eight...never in a million years would I have thought my life would have turned out the way it currently has.
I guess I have to execpt the fact that I am 'sick', although I STILL refuse to believe so. But even so, everyone in my family believes that I am and that I need desperate help. Ten years ago, I would have believed that by my eighteenth birthday I would have become a well accomplished young woman. Not this shame of a person.

I will make an effort to work on this site again, someday. Until then I will try to keep in contact with everyone. Of course only the people respect me enough to understand. Thank you for reading. Much love, ya'll.